Thursday, November 18, 2010
Cant slp. Alot of things have been on my mind. Already 345am. Still awake. Was thinking that if i didnt do well this time, high possibility that i will either be doing private or go back sch. I don mind either i think. I want to do well for my A lvls and i just realise it a tad too late when my H2s starts tmr! Out of all i am the worst. Cos 1 capable of getting good quality grades, and i'm sure he/she can do it. The other one good at doing it, 2 subjects under control i think. Only left 1. To go uni, min. 2H2 pass. Me only acc. Econs n mob dunno. So haix. Tell ppl my prob they say themselves oso same. i understand that u oso concern abt urself. No one to tell to. Just bottle up in myself. I need to get at least a B C C, gp D for As. Everythings too late. Will try my best in the morning then. You may ask. What has suddenly got into me. Haha. I suddenly realise this after reading a manga. Was thinking to myself. Why izzit the protegonist always like that? When go prob nvr give up, work hard from the start and achieve gd results. After thinking abt that, was thinking that actually i can do it. It's just that i've been LAZY from the start. LAZY is part of me. I am part of LAZY. haha. So i can be like them get gd results n such after hard work. But abit too late. Shall go slp liao. Tired. Hungry. Waking up at 7+am to go down to tpy.