Yea! on the way home today with bh, saw this 2 young malay chaps... haha... chaps... one of them suddenly say: hey girl. he wants your number. -.- ello!!! i'm old enough to be your kakak!!! ROAR!!! can larx.. give mi your no. i shall keep you in check thru the police or whoeva so that you wont be a public nuisence. haha. i noe i not pretty but ugly... haha.. no nid to like that to hurt my ego or wat... i've been thru that n done that... used to it until can even laugh at myself. wat to you even got friends who dislike me. haha.. live by it be true to yourself. hehe.. shall start deleting my drafts msges in my phone.. get over life!!!
haha... weird that someone ask mi i got blog arhx? isnt it obvious? stated rite there for you to see.. it's just that you nvr make it point to go and check it out only.. even my friends oso noe abt it.. haix.. things can't be wrtten here will be put into the draft msges in phone... accessible at all times :D shld go make a private blog soon... can throw in my heart in there... but then... hmmm... like abit de not safe... like there's a safe place for you to pen down your thoughts n feelings like that... except your heart lorx... yea and it's going to blow up anytime soon!!! roar!!!
yea! shall once again start bottling up my feelings... i will be smiling on the outside n crying in the inside n noe one will noe... missing one day n ppl will start to forget about mi except for those real close ones... wrong? i would like to hear from you if you say that you wont forget mi rite after we parts to go our own ways.
now i noe how she feels.. the feelings is getting onto mi and i have no time for this S***  rite at this moment in the midst of A lvls... haha.. after As and all the outing n chalets n holidays n camps then i shall start thinking about it...
it's good to have friendships but then by getting youself too involved in it while the other party doesn't really do much... hmmm... the feeeling of the trust u've put in being abused.... hmmm.... once it happened, it will nvr stop. haha...
yea... been feeling like this since very long ago. haha. i think ard mid of this year? haha... wat to do.... this only has got to do with mi n only miself... dont try to get urself too smart by thinking it's you or wat... i noe who he/she is then can liao...