haix. super tiring day after performance. i mean the day after performance.
slp slp slp.
do you know that you have indirectly hurt us( hmmm... i think i mean me) by doing this. you are to be my blanket of security but i think as time passed, this blanket is getting thinner by the minute. now i know why i choose to be alone in the first place even though i have my 'friends' around mi. this is so that i would not hurt myself when this friendship ends and it will i assure you. only sooner or later. and it's not mi who choose to end it. now i've gotten myself too deep in this friendship thing that i cant seem to get out. just like a quicksand. whatever you do, it's make me feel sad, angry, helplessness. and to feel this at this time of the year is such a not good thing with prelims in 1 week time. haix.
YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE ONLY TO TEACH ME HOW TO LIVE ALONE.. not only that.
YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE ONLY TO TEACH ME THAT THESE RELATIONSHIPS WILL NEVER LAST.. thank you for that.