so firstly, i seriously do not understand what is going through other ppl's mind man... i can like break down due to it... and trust mi, it's going to be soon by the rate it's going.... can they just reply to my smses.... is it so freaking difficult... i noe if they forget larx... i try to be understanding to ppl... ok wait for other ppl to reply ok understood... busy at the moment understood... sleeping understood... but not replying my msges not understood at alll!!!!!!!!!! i've waited like 1/2 a day for the person to reply and still doesnt reply when nite comes... give short msges oso got prob sia... just press orhx or kkx... i oso satisfied... is it just so freaking difficult? i no understand ppl.... maybe shld go take up psychology... haha... but stupid.... so cannot study.... haix... even though it's already holidays, im still very stressed over stuff and other things..
2nd, kkz... my content i anyhow throw liao cos i agitated liao... i know larx... u can go entertain ppl but just cannot entertain us... saw ur friends then leave us behind... i dunno if i'm rite about the us thing but yea.. emo emo emo emo emo emo emo.... it just feel like i shld just go back to by primary school days when i'm all by myself where no one noticed about mi or blah blah blah... then at least i will still be in my own comfort zone where i dont care about others' opinions about mi... then i can just tok to them but not be the real n close friends... i oso have 1 closed friend during pri school... no dunno where she go liao... dont think she even want to tok to mi... haix... so isnt it best when you are just alone by yourself just observing others and do nth lorx.... to tell the truth just recently, i seriously feel like committing suicide.... but i'm not that stupid to do that... it's just that i tot if i die, i wont have to go through all these things.... and even if i die, no one would even bother... :D good mahx... ppl only like other friends but not me:) i think maybe some even regretted having me as their friends... what to do.... sometimes i act so child-like is cos i want attention from others and i'm feeling insecure at that veri moment...
whateva larx... dont feel like saying anymore... going for badminton soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s. those who read this post, pls do not worry as i'm ok! and no make big fuss about it... :D
i don think ppl will even care about mi....(some larx)
